Sunday, July 17, 2011
Denial...
June is all about AJ and the excitement of school ending for Aaron and the promise of a great summer. The planning and outings. The hope of longer warm days and breezy evenings. With summer comes July. It hit me in the heart today. I realized it this morning, as I turned to leave the kitchen. I looked up and right in the middle of the wall was the July month on the calendar. Andre` must have turned the month because I hadn't. It was the calendar that I made for my family at Christmas and July is Aydens month. I think subconsciously I wasn't turning the page.Yep its July 17th and I hadn't turned the page. But there he was, his beautiful little sleeping face...This day last year we were having a baby shower. It is still hard to wrap my head around even though my heart is so wrapped around it and broken by it. It is still hard...
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This month's calendar made both Roger and I really sad. It's weird how the sadness never changes. My heart goes out to you. I was thinking about last year's baby shower today...never ever occurred to me that something could go wrong. My heart hurts today, more than usual. Praying for your's. I love you. Roger does too. All my love, mom.
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